E.V.O.L.

A letter to Love.

So i've written about you before, but today I feel like today you really help me see that you are never around. I think I needed you most today, with your smiles, and affection, your warmth and touch. Today you reminded me that it's okay to cry, but sometimes you need a shoulder, or an ear to listen. It's really hard to be without you, inside of me I have learned to hate anyone remotely close to you. Anyone who thinks they might have the slightest chance of making me smile, or feel for you again, I H A T E them. I think that there's a chance i've lost all hope and sometimes i feel like I am not that girl.

The ONe who might never get a taste of your true K I S S and your TRUE embrace and these are the tears i taste on my face. Far away is the place i try to go, FOREVER AND EVER so that no one can ever know. I know in due time you'll find me and help me from my fallen frustration but its really hard to get up without determination. I think the thought of having you in my life is what hurts the most, i know your out there but the trouble is, are you even looking for me. These are a few thoughts i wanted to let sail out of my heart, i H A T E that you exist, but i H A T E we are apart.

sincerely,
SiiMOne ViiCtORia.