Dear Obstacles,

You've made it hard for me to take the initiative. Most of the time I find myself procrastinating and searching for reasons why I shouldn't finish what i've started. This weekend I thought a lot about what I am trying to accomplish and all of my ideas I have implemented into my everyday life. I thought what's the point of stretching my hand out to something that isnt there? what's the point of playing this game that wont ever end? why am I even trying to go after what's so important to me? Maybe I do belong in corporate america, behind a desk, making ends meat like the next person? Do dreams ever really come true?

You've made me think a lot, but your logic is inconclusive. You see everyone has the oppurtunity to go after what's most important to them. My great uncle said, "there are so many things or oppurtunities presented to these kids, but the majority let them go down the drain." Im afraid that young kid wont be me. The Problem is you'll always find time to get in the way, but no matter, that motivates the inspiring eye, to go beyond your hurdles. I choose to R. E. B. E. L. because you see I wont be satisfied until I've made the ultimate attempt to spend my life doing what makes me happy the most. Sometimes I fight my reasoning, but it's a popular struggle that we all go through. Instincts are something i've learned to accept more and more as I grow older.

My smiles and Joys have spent years with me, I want them to continue that way, this was just a letter to let you know, your obstacles are a mere distraction behind my determination.

Sincerely,
SiiMonE viiCtoRiA