
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Dear Love,
I find myself writing letters to you often, Have you got the rest? I wanted to ask, why are you so hard to conquer? Have you heard lately, your the only kind of music i hear, the only kind of stories i read about, but yet i find it hard to have you for myself. Why isnt it easy, like opening the car door, waking up for the next day, or finding my way to the desktop of my cpu? I think once upon a time you were meant for me, but I think long ago, I ruined it. I remember walking hand in hand, heart to heart, but it was difficult to be with you, because I just didnt believe you. You've given me everything, smiles, tears, and joy, but i guess i wasnt comfortable with you being my significant other. You lifted my thoughts to dreams, everything became real, more than what it seemed. I think that as I get older, you've declared vengeance and you have it out for me, until i prove you wrong. Im sorry I didnt believe you at first, but now your all i think about, I wish I didnt feel so hurt. Maybe I've slowed myself down, wasting time on you, but what do i do, I think, I know, I NEED you. I dont want to mess up the next oppurutnity at hand, all I ask, is that you give me plenty of footsteps in the sand.
- SiiMonE ViiCtoRia.
- SiiMonE ViiCtoRia.

Friday, February 26, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
who is?
Dear Lauryn.
"Stuck in a system, that seeks to suck your blood
Held emotionally hostage, by what everybody does
Counting all the money, that you give them just because
Exploiting ignorance, in the name of love "
B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L.
simply.
Held emotionally hostage, by what everybody does
Counting all the money, that you give them just because
Exploiting ignorance, in the name of love "
B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L.
simply.
Dear Obstacles,
You've made it hard for me to take the initiative. Most of the time I find myself procrastinating and searching for reasons why I shouldn't finish what i've started. This weekend I thought a lot about what I am trying to accomplish and all of my ideas I have implemented into my everyday life. I thought what's the point of stretching my hand out to something that isnt there? what's the point of playing this game that wont ever end? why am I even trying to go after what's so important to me? Maybe I do belong in corporate america, behind a desk, making ends meat like the next person? Do dreams ever really come true?
You've made me think a lot, but your logic is inconclusive. You see everyone has the oppurtunity to go after what's most important to them. My great uncle said, "there are so many things or oppurtunities presented to these kids, but the majority let them go down the drain." Im afraid that young kid wont be me. The Problem is you'll always find time to get in the way, but no matter, that motivates the inspiring eye, to go beyond your hurdles. I choose to R. E. B. E. L. because you see I wont be satisfied until I've made the ultimate attempt to spend my life doing what makes me happy the most. Sometimes I fight my reasoning, but it's a popular struggle that we all go through. Instincts are something i've learned to accept more and more as I grow older.
My smiles and Joys have spent years with me, I want them to continue that way, this was just a letter to let you know, your obstacles are a mere distraction behind my determination.
Sincerely,
SiiMonE viiCtoRiA
You've made me think a lot, but your logic is inconclusive. You see everyone has the oppurtunity to go after what's most important to them. My great uncle said, "there are so many things or oppurtunities presented to these kids, but the majority let them go down the drain." Im afraid that young kid wont be me. The Problem is you'll always find time to get in the way, but no matter, that motivates the inspiring eye, to go beyond your hurdles. I choose to R. E. B. E. L. because you see I wont be satisfied until I've made the ultimate attempt to spend my life doing what makes me happy the most. Sometimes I fight my reasoning, but it's a popular struggle that we all go through. Instincts are something i've learned to accept more and more as I grow older.
My smiles and Joys have spent years with me, I want them to continue that way, this was just a letter to let you know, your obstacles are a mere distraction behind my determination.
Sincerely,
SiiMonE viiCtoRiA

Friday, February 19, 2010
A TOUCH OF SUN.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
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