Me.

Dear Bianca,

It's possible that you are isolating yourself from reality, relationship wise. Why do you constantly feel like, there is nothing left in that area? Failure after Failure. I know your asking yourself, "What's the use?' I know we talked earlier but it seems you havent been your usual self. I think that unfortunately the drama, baggage, effort that goes into being with him(anyone) will drain you for sure, so dont try it No need for happiness in that area, keep doing what makes you happy the most, right now it isnt relationships. Do you think that God can help you fill that void of vulnerability, being alone, confused? I wont say that i've seen you cry, but i've heard your heart, she's infuriated. I think that many times you've done your best to consecrate love from your life completely but its difficult, because that E.V.O.L. lives inside of you. Stop trying to deny yourself, one day it will come. I know you constantly inquire how to stay away from it? Maybe you should FIND A PEACE OF MIND. Where? Im not sure,Im with you along the way, just take your time. Love you first and everything else will fall into line. There are many who have done there best to put you through trial after trial, i think you need, a release! A class? A day to you? Someone talk to? Nahhhh, I think your perfectly capable of doing what is needed to help you fill the void. Pray about it. Freee your Mind.
I love you and thats what matters most.

Sincerely,
SiiMOnE ViiCtoRIA.