Tears Dry On Their Own

Dear Love,
It will never be me but always you. You who continuously does everything to keep me away. Ive ran out of all excuses to be in love with you. You are a pro at being disrespectful and reaching through my chest to only tear out my last for you. There are many times when i think that we can go back to all we know, but thats just not the case. The tears on my face taste so sour, like i should know better to put up with the same things. Ive given you my patience, my humility and my love, my everything. Im drained from trying to impress you with words,looks,and affection. Your happy with what you've come to know best, its being the same you, since before you came across me. JUST BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND YOU LOVE ME, IT DOESNT MEAN THAT WE ARE MEANT TO BE. im so tired of trying to love him moreee than he can love me, so this is me trying to be freee. I think that this is where i am most defeated, im giving up on you all together. Honestly, im not strong enough to do anything else, all i can ask is that i go back to caring about number one, and THATS MYSELF.